every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





blogging (Thursday, May 19, 2011 / 11:55 AM)

sometimes i get lazy to share what i feel. because i'm skeptical about whether you will understand or be interested in what i have to say. afterall, everyone is talking. who wants to listen to me?

so i seldom blog. in fact, nowadays, i seldom read blogs even.

sigh, i guess, maybe it's an age thing. as i grow older, the more i am sick and tired of people. really want to be left alone with my thoughts sometimes.

oh and there's nothing depressing or emo about this post. it's a zen post.

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旅行的意義 (Friday, April 8, 2011 / 7:06 AM)

太多了。
可是最大的意義,是再次睜大眼睛看世界。
停留在同一個地方久了,眼睛不需要睜開都會從公司/學校回家。眼睛看不見,心也漸漸睡着了。
所以旅行,對我來說,可能就是為了喚醒睡着的部分吧!





btw,首爾很精彩!

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蹦蹦跳跳的时间 (Wednesday, February 23, 2011 / 1:35 PM)

一天又过去了
今天成就了什么
真的没什么
明天很快的也将跳过到后天
后天一跳,就到2012
然后再跳,我变成白发苍苍的老人了
今生成就了什么?

时间别再跳了!拜托!

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At war with my habits (Thursday, January 20, 2011 / 10:52 AM)

Today i declare war against my habits!!

I-WILL-NOT-BE-A-SLAVE-TO-MY-HABITS!! 我誓言不再让坏习惯捆绑我!

First enemy to kill: morning coffee! I've always suffered from gastric problems. But the 1st thing that comes to my mind every morning, the second I wake up, is COFFEE! Without it I'd be a zombie. So every morning, I have to spend time and effort looking for coffee! Ooooohh... (shaking finger) NO MORE! I shall be free from this obligation. Muahahaha!!! Now I shall do anything I want to do when I wake up! Muahahhaha!

I AM FREE!




Ya right.

(PS: Thanks for listening to my crazy talk. )




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就是没办法早睡 (Tuesday, January 18, 2011 / 1:31 PM)

其实,别说早睡,正常一点的时间睡都难啊。现在是5:18。我没有睡意。怎么办?

反正躺着没事,也太久没有update了,就和你分享一些小时候的照片!






在我阿嬷家的客厅。新年,总是会把台阶当舞台,站在那里唱歌。不记得是被动还是主动的了。







以前的发型有点小男孩,害我常被误会成"小弟"。







我的双胞胎弟妹真的无敌的可爱!






太可爱了!!自high!

好,我要再去try睡觉!bye!


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we are individuals (Tuesday, December 14, 2010 / 3:28 AM)

上个星期,在海南岛的南山吃早餐的时候,突然有个发现。

我和迪雅吃着美味的海南面。我觉得味道有点像我们的牛肉面,而迪雅觉得像担担面。我怎么吃还是吃不到担担面的味道,就觉得自己是对的,明明就比较像牛肉面。为什么迪雅就是吃不出来呢?心里有点不舒服。


吃着吃着,我不小心吃到我一直小心避免的花生。顿时,我明白了为什么迪雅会认为像担担面。

就算,两个人吃着同一盘面。理应会有同样的体验。但是,每个人的味蕾、感受就是不一样。人类给味道取名子-酸甜苦咸,方便我们沟通。但,我们不可能完全了解另一个人的感受。咸是多咸,甜又是多甜?

同样的,开心是多开心,痛苦又是多痛苦呢?很多时候朋友哭诉心事,我们会很自然地用自己那把尺去衡量她的痛苦究竟多痛苦。我听过很多“我更惨啊!”,“这,有什么好伤心的”。但,我不是她,我又如何知道她的伤有多深呢?何况,冰冻三尺非一日之寒,我不知道她之前累积的痛楚,又如何能够了解呢?所以聆听很重要。An open mind 更重要。

我渴望理解这世界,我就更需要刻意地、选择性地使用我心中的那把尺。

反过来思考,既然彼此了解那么难,那我们如果不好好沟通,我们不能怪别人不理解我们。甚至不能期望别人理解。朋友之间很多时候就是败给expectation这个字。

突然想到陈奕迅的《我们都寂寞》。



迎面一个老尼姑走过
把路灯看破
有你在家里苦等的我
难道比她幸福得多
现在不想下班的我
没爱好难过 有爱算甚么
我恨我 我不知道想要甚么
我不知道拥有甚么
可能我们寂寞

如果没有彼此了解,就算身边有个人,还是会寂寞。

所以说,知己难求。能找到知己,就要好好把握。uhhum!! 廖素仪、廖慧明、徐薇薇、陈迪雅、卓诗妮,能认识你们真好。因为你们,我绝对不寂寞。

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阴险的痛楚 (Saturday, November 20, 2010 / 1:44 AM)

有一种痛是很阴险的,像小偷。

像上衣内侧的label做得不好,一直隐隐约约地扎到身体。这种痛不够彻底,就会一直由着它在身边恶整。明明难受但又不够痛,它没有让你想马上处理掉。但是,有一天,你还是会受不了。有一天,你要正视问题,把label剪掉。要不干脆不再穿那件上衣。

有一种问题存在着,但没有很明显。可是只要不剪掉,还是会隐隐约约地折磨着。

虽然说没有解决不了的问题,但如果label剪不掉,那就别穿了。

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