every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





无心伤害 (Monday, October 22, 2007 / 7:08 AM)

Suddenly thought about this song.... don't know why...

feel so sorry, baby i'm so sorry
i never meant, i never meant to hurt you
无心伤害你应该明白
feel so lonely, baby i'm so lonely
do you know, i need you to come back
are you alright, i miss you tonight(请快点回来)

Decided to take a closer look at the lyrics and felt quite erm.... "walao eh" What is the lyricist trying to say??? gosh. If this lyrics is a story, this "lead character" is obviously a jerk, only miss her when he's lonely. "miss you tonight, 请快点回来" So wrong! But what I really dislike.... is the line... "I never meant to hurt you"

I've always heard it. As in, in movies / drama / even real life, "I didn't mean to hurt you" always follows "sorry". I've always thought that "I didn't mean to hurt you" is a very convenient excuse. So what if u didn't mean to hurt someone leh? The fact is.... you did. As in after you accidentally stab someone in the chest, even if it was an accident, and you say to this victim, "oh sorry, I didn't mean it" Will it lessen the pain in the chest? The hurt is still there and the wound is still bleeding. So just because you didnt mean to stab this victim, because it was an accident, the victim is supposed to feel better and forgive you? hmmmmm........ True, if I was the victim, I might feel a lil better knowing that it was not on purpose, but the pain is still there.

To me, I always believed that if you really didn't mean it, don't do it in the 1st place. Which brings me to the point, ALWAYS THINK BEFORE YOU ACT. But if you act without thinking, and you hurt someone in the process, it is your bloody fault and you take full responsibility.

I'm not a perfect person, no one is.... I'm not "preaching"... it's just a thought for everyone. Last thought before I go to sleep.

无心伤害也是伤害。

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