Uninspired... (Sunday, January 13, 2008 / 8:50 AM)
Dear Amy, Yah, I know it's already the new year. Gosh, but I feel so uninspired to write.
Do you know the feeling?
I dunno if i'm numb or wat. I feel like I have a lot of blockage / obstacle / problem in my life right now. But they are not solvable problems. With these unresolved issues, I started feeling numb and unenthusiastic about things. Like blogging. There are a lot of things that I should be doing at this minute. But I dun wan to do them. These unresolved issues are forming a dark cloud around me and making me... space.
There are just 1001 things that i am sian about now. sighz...
I dun like this feeling.
Misery is supposed to breed creativity. But it's also not happening to me.
Ok, let me attempt to be enthu.
Thing is... there are a lot of things that I can get enthu and AM enthusiastic about! Just that I'm not enthu in writing them down. hahaha... For one, I was a roving host for "You are the one" last saturday. You know the new show..? 唯我独尊! I am really very excited about this. It's the 1st time i try hosting leh!!!!! Last Sat was the audition at Orchard Cineleisure. On top of the audition there, 3 teams set out to other parts of Singapore to look for 帅哥美女! I am the host for one of the team. I was quite suprised that they actually let me host all by myself. It was really quite a challenge, having to interview people, bug them to join. Just the task of convincing the person to stand in front of the camera can be quite hard already, coz most people are camera shy. But it was fun, talking to these people! haha! I was too occupied that I forgot to take any behind the scene pictures to share. Anyway, That was a super fun day.
Watch out for the show for my debut k??? =D I dunno when they will start airing, but i'll keep u posted.
Also happy news - my siblings came back home! My sister came back from US where she was studying her degree in food science and technology. She is back after 2+ years there, 学成归来了！！
Mum, Dad, 外婆 and me waiting in the airport for my sister... 紧张紧张！瘦了吗？头发长了吗？辛苦了吗？伸长着脖子等。
That's my sis's medal! ARGH! So proud of her! Look at how excited my dad is!
My Brother is back for a holiday until February. Then he's going back to Australia. After sooooo long, we had dinner together, all 5 of us together!! 感动。Super Happy!!! 7th Jan was their birthday and we planned a suprised birthday party for them! hur hur...
That's my house! A tentage was built in front of my house and I did the balloons! Got writing one - "happy bdae hau & rou" hee...
My mum also ordered a lamb! haha! see, that's a whole lamb u know! And the lamb has Nasi Briyani stuffed inside! DAMN YUMMY!!!!! I already miss it! but the thing is, we can only order this lamb with 100 pax. Sigh, when is the next big event at home ne?
That's my sis and her friends. can see which is my sis? I wrote "sis" at her black dress. haha!
My bro and his girlfriend, sooshen posing in front of the lukluk van that my mum rented for the night. Interesting leh~!
Here's a close up on the food! It's uncooked satay stick. Which will be dipped into hot soup or fried in a pot of oil.
My family! We were very high that night loh! Oh the guy on the extreme right is my sis's boyfriend.
Wah, this has become a very long blog post! I think I got quite enthu starting from writing about "you are the one" haha! see, thinking about happy events will make one happy and hence enthu writing. haha! and everyone, keep positive and stay happy k?!
Hope you enjoy this post!
