every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





梦想 (Tuesday, March 4, 2008 / 8:53 AM)

你好。

我是,杨佳盈。是位正在为梦想打拚的歌手。

对了,我有没有和你们说过我怎么会走到这一步啊?OK啦,我长话短说。


从小,我就是个爱唱歌的小孩。我妈常常从前座往后座的我的头上敲下去,“我听不到原唱了啦!”。我应该是一个讨人厌的小孩吧,整天都呱里呱叫。

后来长大了,还是爱唱歌。不过,绝口不提相当歌手的梦。我把梦想封锁起来,因为不切实际啊!说出来,人家还会笑呢。我想应该不是我唱得不好吧。。。=P

常常都在大小场合上表演,大家都说唱得很好,“你有没有考虑当歌手?”我总是很不屑,很断然地说,“不想啊!”其实,我是没有勇气。害怕失败。

大学毕业,我就开始上班族的生活。开始还好。日子,一天一天地过,我就越来越无聊。每天都像行尸走肉,每天都靠咖啡因支撑着。

就在这个时候,我听见了。你有听过五月天的约翰蓝侬吗?废话!谁没听过啊?这么好听的歌。如果你没听过,拜托update以下。就好像约翰蓝侬对五月天的影响,五月天点醒我了。五月天给我力量面对自己。五月天给我勇气挑战这不可能的梦想。

我知道我觉悟地有点迟。所以我努力,我快马加鞭。我参加了U频道的绝对Superstar。我赢得女子组女亚军。我继续努力,我参演了新传媒长寿剧,我成为新传媒艺人。我是幸运的。

未来的路很艰辛,很漫长。。。。。。但,我现在每天都活得超爽!!!

梦想的力量很伟大吧。

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