you'll never know me but you may know my name carrie yeo. Is a walking contradiction. Happy-go-lucky yet emotional. Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex. Love to sing yet afraid of the stage. Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present. Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars. Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there. Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her. Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself, so that in ten years time, Carrie might start to understand herself better....

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oh man.... i'm so disappointed.

yah, i'm not a fake person so i'm going to honestly tell you that i'm very disappointed that I am not in Top 3. Because I know I'm just a baby step away (can't tell you what this mean until Wanbao is out tonight.)

我总是差一点，为什么我总是差一点？？？

昨天宣布成绩的时候，我还没有那么伤心。我很OK的。But when I went to the Media reception, when I heard THAT news, my heart sank. Why? Why am I always one baby step away. Just like Superstar. It's like deja vu. I lose by a bit, and everyone comes to comfort me and 替我不值 and say that they were rooting for me, or they thought I was the best, etc. BUT what happened??? Last night, while we were at the reception, so many people came to tell me that they were disappointed with the result. Even some of the reporters, the TV producer, some 1003 people. They came to tell me that they were sure I am one of the 3 to go Taiwan. So what happened???

I question my singing ability. I question my star factor. I question everything!!

URGH!!!!!!!

What am I supposed to learn from all these drama??? That I'm not good enough??

真的很累。



But I'm very touched by all these people who love me, who comforted me. Sigh, I'm so blessed!!!! They keep making me cry because of their love. All the nice things that they say. So to every single one of you who are worried, thank you very much for your love. It keeps me going.

Yuneng's sms especially touched me.

"昨天金曲奖，有一句话我深深记得。当华语乐坛已经过了巅峰期时，我们必须回到音乐最初的本质。同样的，无论今天结果是什么，只要握住心中最初爱音乐，唱歌的本质，你就会遇见属于你的巅峰。"

Thanks Yuneng.

Argh, there are so much I want to write about 28th June 2009. But I'm just so exhausted.
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