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you'll never know me
but you may know my name
carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction. Happy-go-lucky yet emotional. Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex. Love to sing yet afraid of the stage. Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present. Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars. Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there. Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her. Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself, so that in ten years time, Carrie might start to understand herself better.... |
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driving frees my mind
and so i tweet. |
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over coffee, we agree...
to disagree. |
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but there's always help
when you are looking. Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes |
昨晚,我梦见我妈妈被枪杀!!!!在梦里的我,过了一段日子,还是没有办法从悲伤里走出来。“她”一直在哭,一直歇斯底里地哭。我妈每天都是傍晚 6/7点钟放工回家。梦里的我,每天到了6/7点钟,等不到妈妈回家,想到妈妈不会回来,就会倒地痛哭。总之,是心如刀割的痛!
醒来时,眼泪还是不停的流。心还是一样的痛。我非常害怕失去我父母!每次,想到死亡,我的心就很沈重,很無力地撲通撲通。
醒着的我,继续哭了半个小时。我觉得很蠢,但,眼泪不自觉的拼命掉。去刷牙时,才发现眼睛都哭肿了。
可能你读起来会觉得很无聊!或,觉得死亡这样的题材,干嘛拿来写呢??很避忌!
BUT!
我们应该正视死亡,才会真正的活着吧?
这个梦,提醒了我,要好好地活着!要好好地爱与珍惜身边每一个人!我心中涌起了一股力量。我想那是热爱生命的力量!我马上就传简讯告诉我家人我爱他 们!也第一次告诉一位在我生命中非常非常重要的素仪小姐我爱她!我们做了十多年的好朋友,因為含蓄,哪裡會說我愛你!哈哈哈!今天說出來了,很爽!馬上, 打開電腦,log-in部落格,想通知大家。。。
活著其實真的很好!!!!