every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





alone (Wednesday, June 16, 2010 / 2:08 AM)

i'm not very good at being alone.

i can't eat alone in a public place. i would feel super depressed! i'll start to think that nobody loves me. haha... it's silly i know.

i always dream about traveling alone and watching movie alone. but i secretly know that i can't do that. i can't! i just neeeeed to share my experiences with someone.

because of bible camp, i'm here in penang. i am surrounded by church friends all the time. and i crave for alone time.

so here i am....


i wanna live here.... even if i have to live alone.

today i finally have some private time with my thoughts. and i think i got some stuff figured out. at some point of my me-time, i really felt like crying some tears of joy.

因为一个人坐在阳台,吹着风,想着些什么,读着好书,真的超舒服!!!

today i realized the importance of a balcony! yeah!

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