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you'll never know me
but you may know my name
carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction. Happy-go-lucky yet emotional. Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex. Love to sing yet afraid of the stage. Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present. Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars. Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there. Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her. Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself, so that in ten years time, Carrie might start to understand herself better.... |
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driving frees my mind
and so i tweet. |
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over coffee, we agree...
to disagree. |
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but there's always help
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你知道嗎?
我相信大家都知道。
其實,我們都是孤獨的。
我不知道怎麼跟你說,才能讓這個事實比較好消化。因為,孤獨,是一件痛苦的事?
我,這一刻,却渴望有和自己獨處的時間。可能,我嘴邊常掛著的自由,就是這麼一回事。
就是我的時間不被任何人左右,不被別人安排。想要一個人,就能一個人。
孤獨,聽來很可怕。很多事情,一個人是辦不到的。但是,沒有留一點時間給自己,沒有和自己溝通的時間,我越來越不懂自己。
你看,就好像現在,你看著我寫的東西,你看懂了嗎?
我不懂。因為我沒有時間思考,我不懂自己的想法。
這是一篇沒有經過思考寫出來的爛東西。
我需要一個人思考。
我渴望孤獨。