every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





freedom (Sunday, September 14, 2008 / 7:17 AM)

I'm a Sagittarian.

As the ninth sign in the zodiac, Sagittarius is associated with the astrological 9th house, which is associated with natural Sagittarius matters - foreign travel and foreign countries and cultures, religion, the law and higher education, all things which seek to expand one's experience, freedom, journeys.

You know what?

I think that is SOOOO TRUE!!!! Of all, i'm all about the experience. Experiencing different cultures, different jobs, journeys. It's ok to get lost, coz getting lost is part of the journey.

Truest of all sagi's traits.... 我崇拜自由. I can't stand feeling trapped. I can't stand the feeling of not being able to do whatever I like to do whenever, wherever, however. I know life has its rules. I'm ok with rules. I'm not a rebel. But I don't understand why everyone is telling me what time to sleep and wake up. I like to sit on my bed and watch tv series till very late in the night. SO??? I like to eat whenever I'm hungry. That also means that I like supper! SO???

I like... spontaneity. I love feeling... unconstrained by time. If I have a job the next morning, yes, i will not sleep late. I still have a sense of responsibility. I finish my education. I earn my own living every month. I spend money wisely (sometimes I buy on impulse but my self control is pretty good). I don't harm anyone. I think i'm a smart person. So, I really don't like it when people tell me what I shd do or shd not do. Care and concern is fine. But I REALLY hate nagging.

我觉得好压抑。很sian.

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