every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





十一年了,朋友们。 (Monday, January 12, 2009 / 5:30 AM)

十一年了,朋友们。

前天,在赵咏华的演唱会上,听到这首歌,想到你们,我感动地落泪。

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我们的故事
by赵咏华

我的朋友 都是我的爱人
曾陪我走过苦涩的青春

从一盏烛光 到无人的海洋
永远说不完是什么
让女孩变女人...
我们的话题 永远在梦里
从爱情到放逐自己
从不实际到最平凡的委屈

谁说我们的故事留在年少
你爱哭 他爱笑
都保存得那么好

曾经我们都活得那么骄傲
你固执 她怕老
谁和谁永远在争吵
谁说女人的友情永远比男人单薄
感谢天 感谢地
让我在生命中看到
最真实的微笑...

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十一年前,我真的是完全不会打扮,不太有想法。如果我的生命中没有你,我永远都是那个无敌kampung girl。

Dear Danielle Ga-Xu 薇薇,
you were the one who taught me how to tie my hair in that 1001 ways.
you taught me how to be strong, to have my own opinions, how to stand up for myself, how to BE myself.
you were the one who made me so argumentative, which later became a problem between us, coz we quarreled with each other so much. HAHA! That's why I especially like the line "谁和谁永远在争吵". It reminded me of US! hahaha...

十一年前,我不太会哭。如果我的生命中没有你,我就没有今天的感性。

Dear Samantha Liew 素仪,
you were the one who taught me acceptance.
you taught me how to look at everything is different perspective, always showing me interesting perspective.
you taught how to feeeeeel.
you are always the one i want to turn to when i have 心事, coz you'll always give me a perspective. (stress right? heh heh)

十一年前,我不太浪漫。如果我的生命中没有你, 我就不会欣赏漂亮的景色,被它感动。

Dear Kate Lee 慧雯,
you were the one who taught me how to be patient. Some times, when i'm caught in difficult situations, I'll think to myself, "what would huiwen do/say?".
you are forever a romantic even with your pragmatic ways.
you are most supportive of me, giving me endless help.
you balance the "wei wei" in me. haha!

十一年前,我只是个哼哼唱唱的黄毛丫头。如果我的生命中没有你,我就不会意识到我是那么那么那么地喜欢唱歌。

Dear Beverly Liew 慧明,
you were the one who taught me to love singing.
you taught me how to sing, i wanted to sing like you!
you were the one who balanced my fiery temper, taught me how to be coooool, although you'll say "no, im not cool". haha.

十一年前,在中学时期,我被所谓的好朋友深深地伤害,背叛。我变得有点anti-social。那时,我觉得友情是虚幻的。但是,你们让我看到真挚的友情。这一路来,就算受到什么挫折,尽管我还是被一些所谓的好友背叛,我都没有怀疑过,我们的友情是最真的。

如果没有你们,我就一定不是今天的我。讲真的!我是超爱你们的!

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