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Yup, I joined 星光5 PK战!!!!

It was really a struggle for me. To join or not to join.

I'm just so tired and scared of the feeling of a competition. You know, the nerve breaking moment before going on stage, the nerve breaking and heart exploding moment before the result? aiyoh, those moment are unbearable. But in the end, I still joined la. I also don't know why in the end I went. I guess I just wanted to give myself a chance? I also don't know what kind of chances 星光5 can bring me. I mean after all, this is already the 5th season of the competition. And we are only going to appear for PK only. Owell.... 不要想太多！！！

So, I went. And I actually HAD FUN! Because I forced myself NOT to think too much! I was distracting myself by talking to other people, listening to other songs, praying, praying a lot to clear my mind, etc. And it was great. It was a lot of fun to sing. I mean I just LOVE singing. So when I just focus on the fun of singing. I forget that I'm on a stage and that I'm in a competition.

I went up there and I sang my heart out.

And so I got in to the 2nd round.

The 2nd round was easier because I already adjusted my 心情. So I went up there and I just sang like I did in the 1st round. Just enjoying myself. Wow!! They didn't stop me. All the other contestants only got to sing half a song. But I finished the song! I sang 《疼憨人》till the end! Wow!!

I really like singing. Be it for a small group of people, indoor stadium sized audience, competition or not, it's still singing. If I'm not conscious of the setting, I will be able enjoy singing.

Yippee!!!! So I'm going to enjoy myself on 28th June (3pm to 6pm), singing my lungs out at Kallang Leisure Park! See you there!!!!

Oh in the meantime, you can vote for me at http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php . Thanks!!

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