every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name
carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.
Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.
Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.
Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....
一个产品需要 product development. Like a beauty product, say, moisturizer. You have to do constant research & development to develop a good moisturizing product right? In our case, we have to train ourselves in singing. We try out many kinds of songs, try to find the style that we are good at... Well, best at. Exercising and keeping fit are important things to do too. Although... I'm LAZY! For me, I would love to have my thoughts in my songs as well. So I have been pretty hardworking at trying to come out with lyrics.
We also do "Market Research". haha! We check out new CDs constantly, update on what is new and "trendy". Oh my current playlist includes 梁文音 (ok, not that new but I like) and 张惠妹.
"Product marketing" means keeping ourselves in public eye, or you can call it exposure. It could be interview with the papers, or, it could even be as simple as blogging. ;)
Oh, there are soooo much to do!
What you see is a small part of what we do. Ok, I gotta go... and get busy.
It was really a struggle for me. To join or not to join.
I'm just so tired and scared of the feeling of a competition. You know, the nerve breaking moment before going on stage, the nerve breaking and heart exploding moment before the result? aiyoh, those moment are unbearable. But in the end, I still joined la. I also don't know why in the end I went. I guess I just wanted to give myself a chance? I also don't know what kind of chances 星光5 can bring me. I mean after all, this is already the 5th season of the competition. And we are only going to appear for PK only. Owell.... 不要想太多!!!
So, I went. And I actually HAD FUN! Because I forced myself NOT to think too much! I was distracting myself by talking to other people, listening to other songs, praying, praying a lot to clear my mind, etc. And it was great. It was a lot of fun to sing. I mean I just LOVE singing. So when I just focus on the fun of singing. I forget that I'm on a stage and that I'm in a competition.
I went up there and I sang my heart out.
And so I got in to the 2nd round.
The 2nd round was easier because I already adjusted my 心情. So I went up there and I just sang like I did in the 1st round. Just enjoying myself. Wow!! They didn't stop me. All the other contestants only got to sing half a song. But I finished the song! I sang 《疼憨人》till the end! Wow!!
I really like singing. Be it for a small group of people, indoor stadium sized audience, competition or not, it's still singing. If I'm not conscious of the setting, I will be able enjoy singing.
Yippee!!!! So I'm going to enjoy myself on 28th June (3pm to 6pm), singing my lungs out at Kallang Leisure Park! See you there!!!!
Oh in the meantime, you can vote for me at http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php . Thanks!!
YEAH!! Jeff Wang's autograph session was a SUCCESS!!!
Wah, he really sang VERY well tonight. 很有feel.
The fans~
Celebrity friends who came down to support!
Jeff signing away~
HAHAHAH! This picture is so cute. This is like the only picture with Diya in it cos she's the one taking all the other pictures!
大合照!! Can you spot Le Sheng, Jon they all at the back? They also came to support. See, 看这张照片就知道建复的人缘有多好!
好了!接下来,我和迪雅又要搞出什么新玩意呢???
We are going to collaborate with Mr Peter Tan from Music Clinic! We are conducting a very special vocal course for this holiday ONLY!!! Please visit musicclinic website for more detail. VERY VERY limited seats only! So please act FAST!
Wow~ The teachers!!! hahaha...
There is so much to learn about singing. It took us quite a few meetings and a lot of brain cells, just to decide how best to teach the class. We don't just want to teach you the techniques. But we would also like to share with you very precious stage experiences which you probably won't hear anywhere else, furnished with these "gory" details. hahaha...
All in all, we aim to have fun, lardeedar~ with all our students. Well, actually we won't call ourselves teachers also lar~ This course is more like a 分享会. We know there are a lot of people out there who love to sing. We would like to share with you how to enjoy singing more and more~
Ok, check it out TODAY! I'm not kidding. It's REALLY LIMITED!
Lil Nyonya Musical! (Thursday, April 9, 2009 / 11:49 PM)
You must have heard!!!!
The next big thing is... Lil Nyonya Musical! And we are in it! whee~
2 days ago, we woke up early in the morning to shoot the TVC. I wonder if it's out yet.
As you would have seen in the drama, all the nyonyas have buns. Hahaha, so the hair stylist had to bun up Diya and my short hair! You cannot imagine how much spray was on us man...
I can't believe they managed to make diya look like this!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! pretty right? Well, she's acting as the "hot favourite" in our Aunty's eyes.
Have you seen the TVC? I can't wait to see it!!! The Baba House is such a beautiful place! With our colorful costumes, and beautiful choreography, I can't wait!
Ok, drop a msg if you have seen it ok? Better still if it's on youtube or something~!
huuhuu~ post esplanade (Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 11:29 AM)
I'm so glad!!!!! The Esplanade show was GOOD and BAD!!!! hahaha! I thought my voice was in a pretty good condition. And i think i did 新不了情 pretty well. *shy*
I thought I would stumble all over my words, coz I have never addressed a big audience alone before!! There's always a host! oh my, i was soooo scared. But I think I did not do as badly as I thought. Definitely not great. I get really nervous when I have to talk (by myself). I was soooo tempted to pull Diya on stage or Peifen to come and host! haha. But ok, i survived! huuhuu~ I totally enjoy singing more than hosting! phew~ like what Xing Ang said, I am more myself and more 放 when I'm singing.
BUT!
there was a disaster! I tried to squeeze in my own repertoire - 伤痕. That song meant something to me. That was the 1st time I joined a singing competition during my secondary school days, with a pop song. (err... i used to sing 民歌 when i joined those pri school singing competition) And I got 2nd. bleah. But the band didn't know how to play the song. So oh my, it was such a disaster. They played something, I did not recognise it, and i tried to catch it, and i couldnt. I already said I was gonna sing so I can't just "oh aiyah, let's sing another song". So 硬着头皮, I tried to sing along. But it just doesnt work. My mind was in a chaos "怎么办?怎么办?" I said "好吧!那不如我来清唱吧!" But the band played along! And I still don't know what they were playing. Sigh... I had to stop the song prematurely. And move on to the next song.
Esplanade Show (Friday, January 30, 2009 / 10:57 PM)
Dear all,
If you are free tonight, I would like to invite you to bring your parents to Esplanade. Because I'll be singing 怀旧金曲. From 往事只能回味,千言万语 to 伤痕in the 90s. My parents will be coming too~ heh. And I bet everyone will find the songs familiar, not just our parents. =) If not, you learn something, coz these oldies are ever green, ever nice!
It will start at 8.30pm SHARP! At the Esplanade outdoor stage. There's no need to worry about the road closure due to chingay. If you are driving, just come by from shenton area. You could exit at CTE Havelock road, drive all the way straight until golden shoe, turn left to esplanade drive and turn left into car park. There's no jam what so ever because everyone thinks there's a jam and avoid the roads. heh.
SHA and Korean Pop Night (Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / 4:33 AM)
SHA 2008
Did you attend?? Did you tune in??? Did you watch it on TV??? I went to the event. WOO! I think it was a great show! I thought this year had REALLY good performances. For a start, Diya, Wu Jiahui, Fion and Zhengliang kick off the show real well! Although I thought the song could have been a lil longer. Well I was soooo busy shouting that I forgot to take any picture. But if you didn't watch, Diya was REALLY good on stage. She was the most "seh". I've always admired her showmanship. must learn from her...
Then subsequently, many others sang. I thought Wu Jiahui did a superb job. His song, 雖然我願意 is a VERY VERY difficult song to sing. But he did it VERY well that night. Really happy for him that he won the newcomer award. I sincerely believe that with his voice, he will go far. 加油!
My favourite performance has to be MAYDAY!!!! Without fail, they always got me jumping around. I was wearing a glam dress, but I still can't control myself. I just HAVE to stand up and bounce like a 小歌迷 especially when they perform 離開地球表面. It SOOOO good! They are really great fun to watch. And I LOVE their new song!!!!!
My other favourite performance is Eason!!!! He's so 放 on stage. He's so natural and so himself. I really admire performers like that. He immerse himself into his own music.
What a great night. To me, it's not so much, who won what, but it's just a great opportunity to put a bunch of great performers in one night. And this year's award show was a GREAT show thanks to all the 實力派歌手.
And here are some other pictures.....
Yoga was VERY impressive as well!!!!! And he is so in-his-own-world that it's super cute.
I just LOVE these 2!!! How cute are they???
With Eric and Jiahui.
Tadah~ Royston! I was sitting next to him.
Ok, another to report is that I'll be performing at Korean Pop Night 2008. Oh my, for the 1st time, I'm going to sing at the Indoor stadium. I'm actually quite nervous , just thinking about it. Anyway, this concert is a part of the Korea Festival 2008. Several Korean artistes will be coming to Singapore to perform as well, Like Andy and Jun Jin from ShinHwa. I'll be singing 疼傻人. With the Indoor stadium sound system, it should be quite shiok to scream the song out! woo! haha. I'm REALLY looking forward.
In a nutshell...
For more details.... http://www.koreafestival2008.com/concert.html
They are not selling tickets but giving away tickets through various channels. The details are at the website stated above. If you are free, I think this should be quite an interesting show! Hope you can get tickets and come cheer me on. Coz I'll be performing to Koreans. I feel like I'll be performing in foreign land where nobody knows who I am and what the hell I'm singing. haha. So it'll be great if I can see some familiar faces.
她一出场时,掌声感觉上还蛮客气,礼貌的。毕竟,这是她第一次来新加坡。她,很会说话,在台上无比的自在。41岁的她,非常可爱,风趣。对这位陌生的歌手,马上就起了好感。她先唱了几首轻快的曲目,如《只能说遗憾》,《最浪漫的事》和《求婚》。之前,我听过她的《最浪漫的事》和《求婚》(还记得Charlotte 和 he jing唱过《求婚》),所以也就大声的和她一起大合唱。我觉得玩的好开心。观众的掌声是越来越大声。令我感到惊讶的是,她的唱法一点都不会老气,歌声中还带有一点稚气。
Events on 11th Oct (Monday, September 29, 2008 / 11:18 AM)
12莲花又开唱了!
This time is for a good cause! Ok stealing from wenhai's blog...
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Concert Celebrating 12 Measures of Concern and Love The proceeds of this effort will go to organizing 12 Lotus screenings for the elderly at Golden Village Cinemas. We are working with RCs and various grassroots, senior citizen activity groups for this purpose. One of the earliest beneficiaries of this is the Kreta Ayer Senior Citizens Activity corner.
Date: 11 October 2008, Saturday Time: 2.30 pm to 5.00 pm Venue: Kreta Ayer People’s Theatre. Ticket Prices: $18, $28, $48 and $68
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If you said you've been touched by my song teng sha ren, please do come down and hear it live! I'm gonna put up my best performance ever. I promise you that. And it's REALLY SUPER HARD to sing that song live. bleah... But I'm going to try my best. Besides that, Wenhai and me will be singing a duet!
You can buy the tickets by leaving your email and name at wenhai's blog. HAHAHAHAHA... kidding! Ok, please leave your name, no of tix, tix category price, and contact at the comment box (note: NOT tagboard hor).
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Ok another thing is.. on the same day, a long lost friend YET叶敦鸿 is gonna hold his 1st Performance & Autograph Session at Tampines Mall's Open Plaza, Level 4. It's at 5pm on Sat.
Sigh, I can't make it because of the concert. But I hope those of you who are going to the concert will rush down to Tampines Mall to support him on my behalf. Those who can't make it to the concert, but can make it to his Autograph session, please also do pop by to give him your support. It's really not easy to be a local artiste. The market is so small and yet it's divided into English and Chinese market. And then it's further divided by people who would rather support overseas artiste. Grass is greener on the other side?
933 Chart (Thursday, September 25, 2008 / 1:42 AM)
Hey I'd also like to say THANK YOU to those who's voting for my song - love fool aka 疼傻人 aka 疼憨人. Thank you Yi Fa for tagging about how to vote. I din know that too. hahaha.
I'm REALLY REALLY honoured that my song went up the chart, singing my name alongside other GREAT singers. It's sooo soooo sooooooo exciting! And I would really like to see it on top 10! (DUH!!!!) No la, I mean i think it'll mean a lot to my singing career. So please dun be shy to express your love for my song k? MUAHAHAHHAHA... it's just a sms. Only 30cents. Next time I buy you sweets or chocolate k? hahahahha...
Radio charity event update (Thursday, September 11, 2008 / 8:40 AM)
Sing Sing and SING!
heh, im going to sing this sunday. here it is...
Date: Sunday 14th Sep 2008 Time: 3-4pm (it's a whole day event so u can hang the whole day. but my slot is between 3-4pm) Location: Marina Square Level 2, Linkbridge Atrium For more details, http://www.mediacorpradio.sg/charity2008/
Please come and support diya and me at the event. and help build a school in Shaanxi!
Wrong name again.... (Saturday, September 6, 2008 / 1:24 PM)
Thank you to all those who came down to my 1st 签唱会 today!!! esp my parents. they are so sweet. they came all the way from JB to support me!
I had fun. it was REALLY challenging to have to sing hokkien song. Somemore, i was told that i need to sing the hokkien song yesterday, one day before the event. err... i tripped over some parts of the lyrics. but i think it was still ok bah... at least i had fun. haha!
the 12 lotus gang!!!
oh my that's me singing the 阿龙阿花 song with wenhai!!!! before we went on stage, i already told wenhai, he has to help me cover up if i forget or trip over the words. and he did come to my rescue several times.
小雨伞 and the unbrella dancers! hahaha... last time i was always one of the unbrella dancers. today i upgraded!
we are ready to sign sign sign!
sign sign sign!
sign more! we looked very serious hor... haha!
at the end of the event, we grabbed damus and all signed on his t shirt! hahah!
this kid is damn cute! xin.sg has a short article about today's event. but they got my name wrong! they wrote 杨佳莹. sighz. 其实,我蛮介意的。=(
owell. 算了。又不是第一次。。。
ok, next up!
9th Sep @ "Happy Days" (Bishan Blk 510, 3rd floor) 10th Sep @ "Jest D-place" (Chua Chu Kang Centre. 3rd floor. Beside Lot 1 shopping mall) Estimated Timing is 10.15pm-11pm
And that should be the last events le...
(note: all pictures courtesy of eric ng from FM! thanks eric!)
I'm really excited about tomorrow!!!! It is my 1st 签唱会!hahaha! So please come down if you can k? We'll be singing live as well. Guess what song? hahah...
《12莲花》电影宣传 & 原声带 签唱会 日期:9月6日,星期六 时间:下午2点 地点:Jurong Point (Centre Stage)
11am Centre of New Life Blk 211 Henderson Rd #07-04 **** sorry! it's at furama riverside hotel! level 5! sorry for the wrong info.**** 3pm Jurong Point
team singapore (Sunday, August 24, 2008 / 7:12 AM)
Tmr. 25th Aug. 4.30pm. Raffles City Shopping Centre.
Be there.
Diya and I will be singing 1 solo each. woo!
This event is for welcoming back Team Singapore!! So it's very meaningful. Please be there to cheer Team Singapore on for doing such a great job in Beijing. Come celebrate with us!
I have a very bad cough!! Cough until my lung also gonna cough out. So I have no voice to sing liao. So tonight... I'm NOT singing at getai already!!!!
Thank you all for wanting to go down to support me!!! thank you thank you!!!
I'm singing the theme song for 12 lotus! And it's a beautiful song. The song will be played on the radio Yes933 at about 1:10pm. Followed by an interview... Woo! So please glue yourself to the radio from 1pm!
This song is VERY special.
Firstly, Xiao Han the lyricist is a genius! The lyrics is sooo beautiful and emotional. Please pay extra attention to the lyrics and you will find that every line in verses has a number in it, starting from 1 to 12. Because it's 12 lotus! WOWWWWW!!!!
2ndly, the arangement is WOWWWW!!! It's a unique arrangement. Eric used a lot of funny sound in the song. That made this song.... artistic, and not so commercial. Which is something that we are quite worried about.... not so commercial. Hope you will still like the song.
3rdly, Usually a song has 1 emotion. Like say... 触摸, there is 1 single emotion which is 无条件地守护着爱着,爱别人的人。 But in this song, there's a change in emotion, there's a 过程. The song starts off with an acceptance on how 可怜莲花 is. But as she questions 老天 "why??", towards the end, she becomes exasperated and angry. 我用声音把莲花的气愤与不满,毫无保留的撕吼出来。到了最后,我再把情绪收回来,变成一种无奈,“累了”的感觉。
爽!!!
The production for this song was really fun! Funky Monkeys are SUPER FUN to work with! Thank you Eric for writing and arranging such a GREAT song, Xiao Han for such a great lyrics (she deserves best lyrics of the yr award for this man...), And JIM! Jim was my vocal producer. He's really GOOOOOD! I felt like I could trust his directions so much that we finished recording this song in about 3 hours!