every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name
carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.
Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.
Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.
Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....
I really thought it was very very hard to compare the two performances. So I was a little what-the-hell when diya lost to him. I thought they probably should be 平手.
Anyway, I was really glad that Diya still managed to show Taiwan what she's really good at! Well, not everyone 可以看得出 Diya's strength. But I was very very very 欣慰 that at least 李杰宇看出來了。It's not easy for one to see the strength of your competitor. Most of the time, people just look for the flaws in their competitor. 佩服！這個人的度量是大的！也證明他是熱愛音樂的。
可惜的是，反而是評審沒有和李杰宇一樣的看法啦。
所以，迪雅啊~ please don't be disheartened! You did well. REALLY!!! *slap into your mind* 更何況，機會還有的。不要緊盯著這一次的機會。我們还會有別的機會展現我們的實力的！！But next time, we will be even more prepared! And we will be more focused! And we will 更把握我們的機會！
AAARRRRGHHHHH!!!!!! Totally ROCKS!!!!!! Check it out!
This is making me soooo excited!!! it's almost 4am and my legs are shaking of excitement! WAKAO! That's freaking good singing... when can i be like that.... uurrrghhh... *shaking*
Hi all, I forgot to mention, I'm REALLY REALLY quite excited about my voice appearing on Radio 1003's radio drama 《礼物》! It's a series of stories and I am acting in one of the stories. oohh~ Thomas Ong is my 对手 lo!!! But err... I actually recorded separately la. So I only met him for a handshake. urghh...
I already forgot which episodes i'll be appearing in but I think it's episode 4 onwards for a few eps. And the radio drama started on 17th so it means I'll be appearing on 20th Aug 吧！Ok, "hear" out for it~!!! 每天早上9点正通过电台1003播出，下午3时及晚上9时重播。
PS: I've also posted something on omy blog. Go and read~!
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(Monday, August 17, 2009 / 12:55 AM)
终于可以和大家见面了！
Since the Kallang show, this is probably the 1st time I'll be on a show leh. Yeah~ Feel like it's been sooooo long. :)
Err, they asked me if I wanted to blog on omy. And I thought "err... why not?" I din really think about "oops, what's gonna happen to blogspot?" haha.
I guess I like that I can be 文绉绉 there. HAHA! So, in the future, for “大道理” I will likely post it there. And everything else here. But don't worry, I will continue to post here. When I blogged there, I will still "highlight" it here so that you can go read over there.
Confusing?
Aiyo, we'll see what happens bah~ 随心所欲嘛～
Go read it now!!! cos I have 2 new posts and one copied from here. haha.
By now, most of you might have heard... Diya is out of the PK competition. But actually hor, she already did very well. She got through the 1st round. Then she sang a 2nd song. And she lost to her PK rival by only 1 point. And it's a little unfair leh. They "ding ding ding" the score for diya 1st. Then that guy... 李杰宇's score hor, it stopped at the same score then suddenly "ding" one more point from 小胖老师, who in my opinion, did not give very fair comments.
Erm... I really dun agree with what he says about diya. He commented that Diya's voice has no 辩识度!!! (HELLO???!?!?!!) Then at the backstage, he asked Diya "who do you think you sound like?", and said he can't think of anyone who sounds like Diya. And then he went on to advise Diya to look for a reference. I don't understand why la. Isn't it great that Diya sounds unique? Sigh.. Aiyah I dun understand what the judges are thinking la. And I think it's all about the programme also la. I believe that there were a lot of factors considered, that has nothing to do with singing.
Anyway, I secretly took a picture of Diya on the famous 星光 stage! hahaha... sshhh.. dun tell people.
To my dear friend, a lot of people will give you 马后炮 comments and feedbacks. There's no way to block them one. People just like to think they know better. But the fact is... they might not. Listen to what you think is useful and filter away those that are hurting and not helpful. Like 选错歌 that kind is totally useless. If you had done that song well, then no one would have told you that you 选错歌.
But please don't be affected by this small setback. In fact, most people think that it's a setback but I don't. I think that you have done a great job, even 小玲老师 (click here for her interview) said that “对我来说她还是有实力的。这是一个比赛，输了并不代表你不行。”
Life is a super long race.
Sometimes, we are leading the race. Sometimes, we get tired and we lag behind a little. Sometimes, we fall. But we have to pick ourselves up. Sometimes, we have to take a break to run the next mile.
And no one can ever predict who's gonna finish the race 1st. In fact, there's no need to judge who's doing better than who. Because the race should be a competition with yourself and most importantly, I just wish to enjoy this race.
我们应该追求的是幸福，而不是名誉金钱。
It might sound very idealistic. I'm not saying I'm above money and fame. I just mean don't focus on money, fame, achievement, reputation, etc. Let's focus on happiness 吧.
