every day i wake up, and i try, and i strive, to be this
SUPER HAPPY GIRL
you'll never know me
but you may know my name

carrie yeo.
Is a walking contradiction.

Happy-go-lucky yet emotional.
Over-confident yet suffers from inferiority complex.
Love to sing yet afraid of the stage.
Always hopeful about the future but always living in the present.
Adventurous in bigger life experiences like joining Project Superstar but very cowardly in trivial thrills like monkey bars.

Always fighting with herself in the mind like there are 5 Carrie's in there.

Blogging is a way to straighten out thoughts for her.
Blogging is a way for her to leave clues for herself,
so that in ten years time,
Carrie might start to understand herself better....

driving frees my mind
and so i tweet.


over coffee, we agree...
to disagree.


but there's always help
when you are looking.

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





把握。 (Wednesday, June 9, 2010 / 11:54 PM)

就快要失去了。。。


消失以前。。。


用力地把你锁进回忆。。。


如果,回忆是没有颜色的。。。


那我怎么记住你被岁月洗刷的颜色!




总是知道即将失去,才想要去把握。


*****


早上八店。2B座号。

心情很兴奋。急着想把一切拍下来。用AIPTEK的录像机,用照相机。
偏偏2B不是靠窗的坐位!!
把身体扭曲成怪状,拍下一些照片。可是很快就累了。

放弃。

决定坐下来,感受一些坐火车的感觉。不能用眼睛,就用耳朵,用心。

安静下来,才注意到火车在唱的曲调和节奏。但是,我听不懂,它在唱什么。就是,很纯熟、很懂、看透人生的感觉。

它有很多经历,轰隆轰隆,它想跟我们分享。但,又好像很无所谓。可能是因为觉得我们听不懂,或是,想让我们自己体会,不想把人生说的太白。人生说的太清楚,就不好玩了。


忽然想起张悬。不知道为什么。耳边开始唱着《关于我爱你》。意外的发现,这首歌的感觉和火车的节奏吻合!一老一少,合唱着《关于人生》。早就觉得张悬是了解的!她怎么那么了解人生啊~?(PS:谁说年轻人不懂人生???哼~!)

”我拥有的都是侥幸,我失去的都是人生“

尤其唱到这句歌词,她,和它,是一致的,是同部的。

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