im a weirdo... (Friday, February 20, 2009 / 1:55 PM)
think lately, i've been doing a lot of self reflection and self discovery.
because i realise.... something in me is changing.
and i realise i havent been very happy.
i think too much until i'm a little mad.
who am i?
i'm sure i know who i am.
But i'm not sure which parts of me can be accepted by others and which parts are not.
i wanna be a well-liked person, of course.
but i am flawed.
how much should i change?
should i change?
somethings just can't be changed.
i don't expect anyone to understand my blog post. dun worry.
i'm really just venting out some of my own thoughts for myself to read in time to come.
Labels: rambling, random, thoughts
不良笑花 (Monday, February 16, 2009 / 7:16 PM)
自信的人最美丽。
我觉得很多人都忽略了自信的重要。真的。
可是自信是很深层的。不是表面上的自信，不是做给别人看的自信。
不是发自内心的自信是有反效果的。
好像不良笑花里的小花！！那种造型不是典型的美啊！可是真的太可爱了！真的超好看的！
Addicted now. 呼呼～
really carrie (Tuesday, February 10, 2009 / 11:18 AM)
HAHAHAH... did a quick "What Sex and the City character are you?" and guess what's my result????? hahahahahha.....
Carrie
You're quirky, witty, and every guy's perfect first date.
oh my, i'm really Carrie.
Labels: random
时间倒转 (Saturday, February 7, 2009 / 10:33 PM)
将把窗帘换成完全挡住太阳的roller blind。
早上7点睡觉，舒服多了。哈！
时间倒转，
肌肤完蛋。
呼呼～
Labels: nothingness
huuhuu~ post esplanade (Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 11:29 AM)
I'm so glad!!!!! The Esplanade show was GOOD and BAD!!!! hahaha! I thought my voice was in a pretty good condition. And i think i did 新不了情 pretty well. *shy*
I thought I would stumble all over my words, coz I have never addressed a big audience alone before!! There's always a host! oh my, i was soooo scared. But I think I did not do as badly as I thought. Definitely not great. I get really nervous when I have to talk (by myself). I was soooo tempted to pull Diya on stage or Peifen to come and host! haha. But ok, i survived! huuhuu~ I totally enjoy singing more than hosting! phew~ like what Xing Ang said, I am more myself and more 放 when I'm singing.
BUT!
there was a disaster! I tried to squeeze in my own repertoire - 伤痕. That song meant something to me. That was the 1st time I joined a singing competition during my secondary school days, with a pop song. (err... i used to sing 民歌 when i joined those pri school singing competition) And I got 2nd. bleah. But the band didn't know how to play the song. So oh my, it was such a disaster. They played something, I did not recognise it, and i tried to catch it, and i couldnt. I already said I was gonna sing so I can't just "oh aiyah, let's sing another song". So 硬着头皮, I tried to sing along. But it just doesnt work. My mind was in a chaos "怎么办？怎么办？" I said "好吧！那不如我来清唱吧！" But the band played along! And I still don't know what they were playing. Sigh... I had to stop the song prematurely. And move on to the next song.
That was very embarrassing........
I'm still haunted by that performance. *shivers*
Labels: esplanade, happy, sad, singing
